Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad, sometimes I'm excited, sometimes I'm depressed, sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm very ambitious, sometimes I'm emotional, sometimes I'm super confident, is it Me or Life?

What is life without friends? The jokes, the teasing, the stupid talks, the laughter, the crazy things we do, the way we help eachother, the way we eat from eachother's plates, the gossips, the way we ask for party for even the most stupid reason. I know someday I will miss these days. I'll talk about the adventures we had. The incidents we shared. How our parents used to worry when we stayed with friends all day. The way we used to roam around, the way we made the most boring movie the most hilarious one. I hope these smiles never fade.

The best time of our lives.. Childhood and teenage. We learn, we try, we fail, we fall, we care, we cry, we laugh, we smile, we blush, we tease, we mock, and we grow. We learn from our mistakes, no matter how hard our parents try to keep us away from crazy, reckless, senseless stuff we teens do. That is life. We say why can't parents stop hovering but it is something that they can't stop doing and that thing we understand when we become parents ourselves. We teens like to do new things, seeking adventure and ready to accept challenges. But our parents have seen the world and they never want us to get hurt that's the reason they hover. I understand their concern but then that's life, I mean parents can't protect and pamper their kids forever. So have faith in your little baby sparrows and let them fly, fly and grow and learn...!

My dear mom... The kindest person I've ever known.. She does everything to make me happy like all other moms... She never says no for anything, she never stops me if I'm willing to do something new, she just reminds me what's wrong and what's right and then lets me choose because she has faith in me and in the values she brought me up with. She takes care of me, understands me perfectly and is the coolest mom..! She is very broad-minded.. She cooks delicious food... She manages things very perfectly, and she manages things so easily that I used to think I can do these things easily but when I started doing the work I realized how hard she works. She can fight with anyone for me. The way she wakes me up, the way she helps me with all my work, the way she gives me indirect advices, the way she understands my feelings even when I don't say anything, the way she and I crack jokes while we're doing chores, the way she comes in my room with the plate in her hands when I'm angry and I try to take my anger out by not eating, the way she yells at me when I'm up late at night, the way she takes my side when I'm being scolded by dad or brother, the way she remembers my childhood's every single cartoon character, the way she sometimes tries to make me understand certain things and starts crying in between, the way she looks at me with a proud look on her face when I achieve something big, the way she pushes me away when I try to make her dance, the way she sings with me like crazy, the way oh my! this list might never end...! Well the way I can't imagine my life without her... Moms are amazing..! The warmth they have... The love and the care... Even when we don't say a word mom always knows what it is. The special touch of mother's love when we are hurt, the special hug when we cry, the special dish with love added that she makes for us, the special cuddling when we've nightmares at night and can't fall asleep. Mother is our first teacher, we learn the most valuable lessons of life from mostly mom and then dad. I really love my mom a lot and even though I am 17 I still can't sleep without talking to her, I can't start my day without her in the house, I can't pay attention on cooking if she isn't in the kitchen, even if she doesn't do anything yet it is a great comfort to just KNOW that she is around...

The cutest ones, infants. They are so much fun to be around. I love the company of young ones. The way they react to everything, the way they smile and laugh innocently, the way they look at us in the eyes with wonder and love, those beautiful, sparkling eyes, the way they are spontaneous to learn things, the way they pout, and the best thing is they don't have any kind of fear in them, (I love that fearless face) we are the ones who put fear in them, for example give a snake to the baby and he/she'll start playing with it. Why do people scold their kids too much? A little is understandable but a lot of scodling and beating has a very bad effect upon their minds as well as their growth. Childhood memories stay with us forever so we should take care of things, how things might affect the children. Parents shouldn't scold or beat the children, I've seen parents complaining that their kids are mischievous then I'd suggest them to take time out and take their kids outdoors to play because when the kids play outdoors they are fresh and their energy is used, they are tired and then they wouldn't do mischief. It is simple that if you lock your children all day in the house then they WILL do mischief. Small children are highly energetic so parents should let them play, it is good for health and their growth. I play a lot with children and I love being with them. Children are reincarnation of god and I can't see people hurt them. When I see small kids wandering on the streets, selling something or begging I feel awful, children working at places and how people abuse them and mistreat them or exploit them it's a shame.! And in India many ignorant parents of small villages send their small children to big cities to work and earn money and they don't have any idea how their children are treated or what they go through. And so many innocent girls never get to go back home they fall into wrong hands, they're pushed into the quicksand of prostitution.! Many kids are forced to beg for money and those people even cut the kids' hands and legs so that people would have pity on them and give money. I feel ashamed that there are such people in my country.! I wish I could help those kids, and I will help such people when I grow up...

I finally know how it feels to work out... I woke up early today, not the 'lazy me' I worked out and made my own brunch... And it feels great.. We are the typical teens we think of getting up everyday and doing lot of things but when the alarm rings we turn it off and go back to sleep... And when I get up late I don't know why the whole day I feel drowsy. But once you start doing what you want you start feeling great about yourself... Exercise is necessary, I've seen the difference.. It helps in every manner.. How fresh you feel... And exercise is must for a growing kids, many people don't understand this thing. I've seen, many of my friends' parents just don't let their kids play or allow them for any extra curricular activity! Which is why they don't grow well... If the body is active the mind also becomes active.. Well what can I do..? My parents know the importance of exercise, they always tell us to do something that keeps us active, and my dad often drags me for walks... Walks with dad are always fun, we talk a lot, a little 'father and daughter' time... And exercise also gives creative ideas.. I get lot of things in my mind when I work out..

Monsoons are my favourite..! Monsoon is just awesome! So beautiful and cool...! I never miss the first rain, I get soaked and it gives such an outstanding, spectacular feeling! The smell of the wet soil simply blows my heart away.. The cold and wet breeze, the sound of the thunder that I hear at night while I try to sleep, the lightning that I see in the dark.. The cloudy days..! It is just beautiful.! Everywhere I look the land is green... Things are alive... And the rain water does have life in it.. Have you ever seen Peacocks dancing before the rain..? Because I have, and they're so adorable.. I love to sit in the balcony or at the window and watch the raindrops with a hot mug of coffee in my hands.. I also love to jump in the puddles and sleep in the grass like a worm, that might sound a little crazy but it is fun! I love listening to the raindrops tapping at the window at night... And then going for long drives with some soft music in the car, especially ''LifeHouse- Between the raindrops'' it's one of my favourites.. Also bike rides are fun! I hate the frogs though, they kind of creep me out but over all Monsoons drive me crazy..

                                                Rape


                              Rape is an awful, unforgivable, heinous crime..! I won't consider a person as a human being who'd rape a girl. It is a pleasure of few minutes for that man but the victim would be scarred for life. I can't even imagine what the victim must go through. Right now I think India is the only country where maximum rapes take place. People should teach their sons to respect women. Now a days females are seen as sex objects. Women should be respected. Parents shouldn't avoid such topics, there is nothing to be embarrassed of, because even if the parents avoid those topics the children learn about it from somewhere else. When the children step into puberty the parents should teach their sons to see women respectfully & their daughters to protect themselves. Recently there have been thousands of rape cases in India and I see many reasons behind it. Many stupid people here think that girls/daughters are a burden and they all want sons. So for that several people get their baby girls aborted, they kill the girls before they are born, and many heartless monsters throw, literally throw their new born baby girls in the trash. And because of their stupidity there are less girls compared to the boys. And so, desperate people (men) do rape. It is completely wrong. People say that the girls should not get out of the home late at night, so that they will be safe. I say not all girls out there have parents to take care of them. What about the girls who do not have parents or a guardian.?! This world works on money & for money we need to work. And with the increasing population of India, it is difficult to get a job. So many girls/women have jobs where they have to work till late night, and with the perverted and cheap men on the every corner of every street who pass vulgar comments on every passing girl, it is really difficult for them to get home without any trouble. And with our useless government workers, cops, judges, lawyers etc who are too busy filling their pockets with as much money as they can, no one gets justice. If a girl goes to file a rape case or molestation case against someone the cops first of all ask horrible humiliating questions, they do nothing to help but instead assult the victim and her family, and secondly the stupid typical, Indian society full of hypocrites, the men dominating society, they behave as if it is the girl's fault that she got raped. No guy is ready to marry the girl (victim). The people stop respecting the girl, people call her names etc etc. So to save themselves from all this, many girls and their families never raise a voice against all this, they bury the secret that the girl was raped. And the girl suffers in grief and often many girls commit suicide. People talk and stuff but no one can know what the girl feels. She loses her self-respect, confidence and the innocence. Every now and then when she remembers what happened to her she suffers a lot and that too alone. And the gang rapes are the worst. The girl is physically & mentally damaged and hurt. Those beasts should be badly punished.They (those men) should be bobbitized so that they never forget what they did and suffer for their entire life the way the rape victim would do. They should be beaten too..! very badly. That should be the punishment for them.. But here people bribe the cops & lawyers & judges and they walk freely on the road.! Free to rape another girl! Is that justice..??!!

 

 

 

Music... We all love music, I mean who doesn't..? Music is amazing whether it is Enrique or Shakira or Katy Perry or Justin Bieber or Rihanna... We all have our favourites.. I can't imagine a world without music, how lifeless it would be.. According to me music makes everything better. We perform better. Our daily routine house-hold chores, writing, cooking etc, these things are better with music... I listen songs even when I'm writing.. There's a whole different world of music, & I love being there. It's like magic. When we are depressed music can cheer us up, when we are happy music can increase our happiness. You know something? Plants grow lustily & quicker with music..!! If you don't believe me, just google it.! And I love to watch the children enjoy the music, they are never fake, it is really cute to see them dance & sing. I too sing along when my favourite songs are played (no matter how bad I sound) Dancing is also a great exercise and you don't need to join any class for that. Just play your favourite songs and dance! I do that and trust me it really lightens your mood...!

Me & my dear brother... We always fight... I mean that's what siblings do... We fight, we argue, we share things, we gossip, we always have each other's back, we watch tv shows & movies together...  I don't know how it is to have a sister but i definitely know how it is to have an elder brother.. He always looks out for me no matter how much we fight... We disagree on many things but at the end of the day we care for eachother.. It is fun when we both cook together... He's a great cook... We have our jokes & our sarcasm...! And I don't know if these things would be any fun without my brother...

I can't believe how much i've changed.... I turned 17... Learning so many things.... Now finally I am interested in Public Speaking, I might soon become a Public Speaker... :) Teaching is also fun... This town seems a lot smaller now... Things are changing fast...!